Saturday, August 23, 2008
haven't been updating this blog ... in close to 2yrs.. of wad to many might seemed like ages. During this past 2yrs, i've studied hard, graduated with an honours and started working for arnd a yr in a widely acclaimed bank. However, recently many things have happened of which it made me wonder wad is my life all abt and where am i heading to? wad a re my goals? wad are my plans for the future. Everything seems like a blur. Part of me really want to be independent, work and travel overseas. Leave everything i have over here behind and concentrate on my career. However, there have been other pressures around me that made me think twice. Am i ready to give this up? Am i ready to risk the fact that i might not be able to find someone who shares the same passion and whom will be faithful and promise to love me till old? This is how it's been for the past 6mths. Questions in my head that i can hardly answer. However, when everything seems clear to me now abt wad i want, things have been falling apart. Are all the things that he say he promised, will they be kept. Or are they just empty promises that are never meant to be remembered?Labels: Desperate for clues
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
went out for a midnight show with my hubs yesterday, ended around 4am and as he was driving along upper serangoon rd, i looked out into the window and suddenly felt so peaceful.. never had such a feeling for a realli realli long time. Though i was tired, i realli sensed this inner peace w/n me... perhaps, i've been too troubled and stressed out over certain issues of my life recently and have not sat down to appreciate everything around me my friends, my family. i guess, i've really found my closure. And nothing beats the happiness of a renewal.
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Just paid the remaining $900 bucks for my korea trip! It'd better be worth it man! Will be flying off on the 13th! YAY! hehe. Nothing beats korea, i swear! Was there last yr & it was just fabulous. The scenery was breathtaking, not to mention the fashion there! OMG! All the girls are all so dressed up in their winter wear & boots, wif their somewhat heavy makeup but nevertheless they look awesome! Anyways will be postiong plenty o pix on my trip so... stay tuned! =D
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
A fresh new start to my new bloggin! it's still under construction tho.. So hang on guys!
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
Wow wow wow! it's been haif a yr since i've blogged! man that doesn't seem long at all!
hahaha The main reason Y i started blogging in the past was bcos i haf a need to vent my frustration and blogging helps me wif that! Now exams time!!!!! Horride! hate it! My sociology lecturer was freaking stressing me out yesterday that i stayed out till 3am studying SOCIOLOGY! URGH! Despite the interesting reading i attempted to make last night... i can't help but feel so uneasy! I mean! Wad the hell! I offically started my hard core studying LAST NIGHT! & my exams are... a week from now! *faintz* Guess i am just too complacent huh? realli freaking out this time! I need my distinctions man! Need it so so badly!!!!!!
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
i need a break!
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Saturday, December 04, 2004
WHY????????! WHY!?? Exams suxxx! Hate it! I wanna go out! i need to satisfy this commmodity fetishim of mine! I'm completely alienated! Oh no! I'm done for! i even speak funny! *faintz*!
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Friday, November 12, 2004
the interior
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the coloured version..
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Church of the Holy Rosary(KL)
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birthday cake!
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my fav! pink tulips!
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pretty flowers!
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